I've been having a rough few days...
I feel like a crazy person.
After marching band ended, I figured it would get easier.
But the homework is still there, the random outings with friends distracting from art assignments and calculus problems...
And sleep. There never seems to be enough of it.
It feels like I'm running in a hamster wheel.
I don't sleep at night, so I fall asleep in class and don't learn anything....which causes me to stay up late trying to figure out the homework....
It's a never ending cycle.
I spend my free time staring blankly at walls...
Add to that a friend who is mad at me....for what reason, I have no idea. She won't even talk to me anymore.
She even deleted me from her Facebook friends list.....and you know what they say- "It's not official until it's Facebook official."
It makes it odd and uncomfortable that we have to sit next to each other in class every day...
There is also the confusion of this situation with a certain boy...whose name will not be mentioned until I get this whole thing figured out.
Let's just say he is causing more annoyance and agitation than he probably realizes.
Not that I hate him for it. The opposite is probably true....
I like to spend my time chasing shadows.
This combination can't end well....
And I always wake up screaming.
