"I keep going around in circles.
This is complicated…
Hopes and dreams don’t get you anywhere
I’m still stuck in this hole
Never thought I would end up like this
Knowing only makes it worse
I’m waiting, but things might never change
Maybe this is just a faze…
Guilt. I’m only making this worse
One by one the days go by…
I sometimes wish I could forget
Nothing is getting easier
Glowing embers of what I hoped slowly flicker out
Chances are that I’ll be the odd one out
Random “hi”s and half smiles make me feel worse
Am I the one to blame?
Zero. I’m still nothing.
You are running through my head…again."
(I wrote this in september last year...it's amazing how a few months can completely change your perspective.)
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