convoluted

once again, I'm writing you a "letter" that you'll never actually read.

unless of course you happen to stumble across this by some trick of fate.

here's the thing.

are you purposefully trying to mess with me? because it kinda seems like you are.

don't get me wrong, I'm fine with it. at least we're talking again.

but...are you deciding to get on with life and pretend that awkward confession months ago didn't happen? (granted, at the time, I told you to...seeing as how I didn't know you were dating someone else...)

or is this your semi-subtle way of trying to get to know me better? who knows where that's gonna lead...

but really, who cares? my life has finally starting to fix itself lately. 

and we're friends again.

thats all I can really ask for.