still here

Do you realize you’ve turned my world around?

Nothing is how it once was.

Every time I think about the way things could be

It gets me wishing, hoping, screaming…but I never win.

I’ve been here for far too long, 

thinking I would get what I’ve been dreaming…

There’s nothing I can say or do,

I want to give up, but I can’t get over you.

I’ll never fix myself.

I’m a mess, but I just don't care.

I used to be better than this…